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INSEEING Krotona

This experiment in Concretism is a documentracing of an actual space in Ojai, CA, called Krotona, where a community of people live among some buildings and spaces used for public events.

This project started for Krotona (Krotona School of Theosophy) when Susan and I stayed there in the fall of 1999 to attend workshops—especially two with our favorite theosopher Joy Mills. Her two workshops were: 

1) The silent mind. Especially for members of the theosophically society, this retreat focuses attention on meditation techniques with appropriate readings from spiritual literature. The aim is to bring about a quiet mind. Silence of body, silence of emotions, silence in one's daily activities with all be discussed along with exercises to bring about an awareness of an inner order and peace. 

2) The time of your life. What is time? How do we experience time? Does time change as we age? What is the relation between time and death? Is there a way of living without the stress better sense of time often produces? Can we live in the timeless present? We will explore clock time, historical time, cyclic time, and psychological time as we examine times’ many faces.  

The Krotona Institute is a residential community in Ojai, CA, since 1924 of Theosophical Society members dedicated to service in a center where the Ageless Wisdom is studied and lived. The Krotona School (and the Quest Bookshop and Library), an integral part of this Institute, provides educational programs and resources to serve a wide community of spiritual wisdom seekers from the USA and around the world.

One expectation from workshop attendees is to share, at the end of a workshop, what they learned with the workshop group. For Susan and I this became an opportunity to share our views on the creative arts and what is experienced in the process of making poetic works of art. 

This activity coincided perfectly with in interests we had for so-called INSEEING. In my teaching I borrowed that term from the German poet Rainer Maria Rilke. Rilke, early in his life, was the secretary to the French Sculptor Auguste Rodin. He once asked Rodin “how do you get inspired?” Rodin answered: “Travallier, Travallier, Travallier!” – (Work, Work, Work!). At that time Rilke, as an aspiring poet suffering from writer’s block, needed more, and asked Rodin what advice he could give him for his own lack of inspiration. In reply Rodin told him to visit the Zoo, select one of the animals and study the animal every day for as long as he needed. Rilke took that advice and sat in front of a panther for many days. This experience inspired him to write the poem The Panther and a burst of other poems. 

Rilke’s excitement was well summarized in a letter to a friend, in which he wrote: I love in-seeing. Can you imagine with me how glorious it is to in-see a dog, for example, as you pass it — by in-see I don’t mean to look through, which is only a kind of human gymnastics that lets you immediately come out again on the other side of the dog, regarding it merely, so to speak, as a window upon the human world lying behind it: not that; what I mean is to let yourself precisely into the dog’s center, the point from which it begins to be a dog, the place in it where God, as it were, would have sat down for a moment when the dog was finished, in order to watch it during its first embarrassments and inspirations and to nod that it was good, that nothing was lacking, that it couldn’t have been better made. For a while you can endure being inside the dog; you just have to be alert and jump out in time before its environment has completely enclosed you, since otherwise you would simply remain the dog in the dog and be lost for everything else. Though you may laugh, dear confidant, if I tell you where my very greatest feeling, my world-feeling, my earthly bliss was, I must confess to you: it was again and again, here and there in such in-seeing — in the indescribably swift, deep, timeless moments of this God-like in-seeing.”

So, for our project Susan and I thought of the idea to find a way to “in-see” Krotona and incorporate in that what we had learned from the workshops. That resulted in an audio-visual presentation of Krotona, called INSEEING Krotona.

We had decided to work with Krotona’s center that included buildings open to the public (library, shop, school). The plan was to document this area in some manner, but which process would also reflect the principles we were interested in and had learned about, like “silence”, the use of “right action” for structuring movement, what it means to sense a real time-space area, and what it means to be inside yet outside, external versus intimacy, etc.

While we walked the area many times, we identified 7 points (i.e., entry, shop, school, garden) as significant parts of the Center. Since the number 7 is also a sacred number (from a theosophical perspective) these 7 key points helped further plan some structure which to work with.

However, the layout for this area had no structure (i.e., grid, shape, pattern) for design plans, and appeared very natural and unplanned. That brought us to consider its opposite with a possible use of the so-called “golden section” in geometry, since this invisible construction was mentioned for its powerful symbolic references in the workshops (and we were familiar with it in design work). Although this structure is an abstract principle, we thought to let its potential use play itself out according to the theosophic principles of the visible versus the invisible.

The golden section structure did help us address the 7 key points as suggested above. We planned to consider these points as stops to address as part of the walk and to move about it in a clockwise manner. This clockwise motion has powerful symbolism for “Life”, as the workshop taught us, being the motion of “LOVE”: with that love entering each of us from the left, then passing within the body through the heart, and then existing from one’s right side. 

The abstract map of the golden section’s symbol for perfection was then combined with the actual geographic area map. 

In the next phase of the process, we decided how we might document this walk through the Krotona Center in relation to its main seven objects.

We decided to walk the walk and take photographs of whatever struck our attention—a detail, or texture, object, space, etc. We got prints made at a local photo service and took them back to the space to see what this “meant”. From that we got the insight to use the photographs themselves on a second walk to rephotograph the printed image in juxtaposition with the area behind it. This second round of photographing with the prints was done on slide film. 

The result of this was powerful because the relational values of the final image with the printed image inside forced us to play with our habit of observing things from our conditional experiences, knowledge, and expectations, not simply to accept what the present is! Again, lessons we learned from the workshops, a truthfulness to the idea of inseeing that must be openminded and unconditioned by what we know! (Reread the Rilke text above!)

The photographs that we made we considered for their “semiotic” values—in both the choice by the photographer in selecting what the image captured and represented, and a loose sense of expectation for what the viewer would likely see (the latter being very tentative since such semiotic identity would depend largely on how the image was to serve its purpose in relation to other images and the user’s experience). This semiotic perspective, based on the semiotics of the American philosopher Charles S. Peirce, Tom taught for years: how we consider the meaning of anything to represent something else. For him semiotics is processed intuitively and naturally whenever he must consider aspects of representation. 

A brief review of semiotics encompasses this: the identity of any representation becomes a sign for an object it represents which substitution for that original object is then used for communication. According to C. S. Peirce this reflects: 1) an iconic sign, having a literal identity with the object it represents (what the object looks like); 2) an indexical sign, having only some indirect reference to the object it represents; 3) a symbolic sign, having an abstract albeit logical relation to what it represents, (and this logical relationship requires learning to know for what it stands). Characteristically the icon is direct and therefore limited; the indexic, requires a secondary reference, hence is more “poetic” in nature; the symbol has a unique sense of power for its relational identity that is only possible after we learn the nature of its abstract reference. The meaning of such representations will change dynamically when images are juxtaposed with other images, unfolding new relational values!

With this semiotic system in the back of our mind the photographing of “objects” to represent objects as ideas becomes an interesting mental play in the creative operation for the making of a documentary for an event that will be experience for interpretation by others. Much more comes into this creative process: for example, the subjectivity of the moment that is being experienced in the photographing and selection of objects, the framing of that image, the unrealized yet inevitable effects that come into play for decisions and actions—both externally (light, breeze, smells, spaciousness) and internally (mood, sensibility, emotions, clarity of mind), along with other aspects as potential relational factors that bring forth the decisions for selection and action—all of which come from a sense of wholeness, or, if you will, a deep sense of the sacred as holiness!

Eventually we decided to take a selection of these images on slides and present them via a slide projector with a dissolve unit to make the changes smooth and flowing. 

However, the creative process asked us to consider more. One aspect was to extract words that identified with the content of the images (like the word “silence”), set these in a consistent type face, and print them out on paper. That would allow me to photograph each word, albeit in a similar “illusive” manner as characteristic of the other photos, and to include them somehow in the slide show in combination with the images. That added sense of poetry proved to work well. 

We also decided to extract quotes from the workshops and books we had studied, and use them in a poetic format—along with how they might be read out loud. In the end Susan read these quotes as part of the presentation. In addition, we decided to also insert parts of them by photographing the type on slide film and then inserting these in some of the slides.

By now we had concluded to make this an audio-visual presentation. The slides would dissolve slowly into each other, using a dissolve unit for two projectors, which would ultimately run by itself. After concluding this as an audio-visual presentation we decided to also add some music, planning to have the music begin and end the show. We felt one piece by Arvo Part seemed the right fit for this experience; plus, this piece of music also determined the final structure for the show, including the insertion of moments when Susan would read the quotes as a kind of poetry for INSEEING KROTONA!

AFTERNOTE: this project was done in 1999 as guests in Ojai, CA. This was not only a time before the many current digital capacities for making such an audiovisual experience, but also not made in the comfort of my studio with any needed tools on hand. WE were also limited in time since this came at the end of the workshop. However, all these limitations we had to face became an integral part of the creative process and only proved to be blessings. One example is the fact that the whole process ended up requiring a lot of spontaneous, intuitive decisions, which in turn reflected other decisions. Another example was that, having only a vague idea of how to share this documentation, only at the end did the structure fall into place with the selection of music, the dissolving of images, the insertion of words, and the reading of quotes all more effectively all combined and realized that depended on intuitively considered, spontaneous combinations, embracing chance and being present in the moments of actions.